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英文版我是谁Who Am I-j|
英文版我是谁Who Am I-j
Translated from the Chinese origin
into English in 09/1998.
I do not mind it any more now whether it is trust worthy. Now, I hope what is said is true; I hope that the one here is Mr. X and the one who just passed away at home is me. It is me, Ah Ming, not another woman. If the one here is me, Ah Ming, I am no other person but a thief. If the one just passed away is me, Ah Ming, I have no regret at all as every person has to die sooner or later. I feel I have got what I asked for. Wen Tian Xiang (文天祥) said in his Zheng Qi Ge (正气歌) : “which person never dies since the beginning of the universe? Let the righteous heart remain to be spotted in history. (“人生自古谁无死，留取丹心照汗青。”)” I say: “which person never dies since the beginning of the universe, let my voice and image keep my husband company forever. (人生自古谁无死，留取音容伴夫君。)” I have been together with him for the greatest part of my life, and, to-day, our happy marriage gets a happy ending. It is due to blessing from the Lord, God, and pity from the Bodhisattvas. I am already satisfied and what else do I still wish to ask for?
I merge myself these few days in this sweet and beautiful mental sphere, relaxed and feel comfortable. But, this is, after all, an illusion; it is no more possible. If the one at home was me, then the one here who is able to think and speak cannot be me, Ah Ming.
It is still a mess.
So far I have examined these possibilities:
A - I am Ah Ming who steals Mr. X’s hardware; the brain waves used at home had been naturally reproduced.
B - I am Ah Ming who steals Mr. X’s hardware; the brain waves used at home were those of a stranger-woman.
C – The brain waves used at Mr. X’s home are his own and the ones used in my house are mine. I recovered and returned home.
Is there any other possibility other than A, B and C? I am now asking whether there has been any mix-up between Mr. X and me. At that night, could it be possible that the set of brain waves which was thrown out by the electrical shocking device was not of Mr. X but mine? Although I was the host and he was an outsider but he was male and I was female, therefore, he was positive and I negative. Possibly, after having been charged with electricity by the shocking device, with his original positive male nature he could suppress me. If the skull was limited in its capacity when the forceful and rapid series of strokes was in process, one set only of the brain waves was able to stay on and the extra one had to be thrown out, the set thrown out could very possibly be mine; the one remained to be rescued and treated could very possibly be Mr. X’s. Therefore, the set of brain waves used by Ah Ming when she returned home after treatment came from Mr. X. The one which came to his house and stole the hardware was my own set of brain waves. There, then, is Possibility D.
D – I am Ah Ming who steals and uses Mr. X’s hardware; the set used back home belongs to Mr. X.
If Possibility D stands then Mr. X has done me very serious harm. It is he who robs me of my position and damages the harmonious family life of my home.
I am going to hit back. I am going to squander away all the wealth and belongings he leaves behind, lock, stock and barrel, and let not one cent remain.
To be continued…